Personal and Impersonal God

In my previous blog (21. Love and Bliss), I shared with you the difference between bliss and love, how bliss is bliss and remains constant to a degree, and how love is variable and related to perception of life, beliefs and experiences.  As I worked to raise my own vibration, I felt bliss rather than love and I questioned myself constantly.  My self-esteem was not good although I rarely showed it, as I had lots of friends and my life was good.  But I began to worry that if all of these spiritual teachers were right and it was all about love, that maybe I had a problem with love.